First off, I haven’t been writing as much in long form lately. I have been writing some shorter pieces on LinkedIn, which you can see here.

But I did recently do a podcast interview with Toby Goodman on his CrisisCast 2020 Podcast where we had a far reaching conversation on the impacts of COVID-19, comparisons to 9/11, and the need we are all feeling right now to authentically connect to other human beings.

I hope you’ll give it a listen here!

A lot has changed and a lot continues to change.

If anyone had said a few months ago that we had the power to shut down entire industries, to have hundreds of millions of people stay home for the sake of a greater good, we all would have thought them crazy.

But here we are.

And this new world is new for business as well.

You can see the emails from people offering sales, instinctively cutting their prices or offering free sessions in an attempt to keep some small part of their revenue stream coming in the door.

I’m getting to the point where I ignore those—I find they range from annoying to inappropriate. And like most human action, they come from a habitual and deep place of fear.

But I’ve been curious at a deeper level. What is it that is going on here? How exactly is the world changing? What is it that is dying, and what is being born?

I have long believed that people who have done the most inner work make the best leaders. That the people who see the world most accurately and without bias are the ones most capable taking a stand and changing it.

In ordinary times, which seem to be based on doing the same thing over and over, faster and faster, often without any thought at all, my message tends to get lost.

But this time, in which many of us have had to slow down, is a huge opportunity to see at a deeper level. To wake up. To drop some of the more faster cheaper lenses that we have been seeing the world through. And to think about how to actually make the world better. To serve with compassion, to lead with vision, to take decisive action based on what we see.

Because there are things that were true a few weeks ago that are no longer true. That may never be true again.

And there are other things that might be more difficult to see that are emerging as newly true. Some of these things may ask grieving of us, and some of them may ask us to celebrate.

What is no longer true for you

 

The last couple of weeks have been the most difficult we’ve seen in years.

COVID-19 and all of its ramifications. Concerns about an energy market crash. A pending global recession.

This is a difficult time for leaders. It can be easy to either overreact, or to stick your head in the sand and hope things go away. If you have spent much time on social media, you have seen many examples of both approaches.

In my work with leaders, one thing that often comes up is how to show up in the face of uncertainty. How do you know what to do in the face of an uncertain future?

Perhaps more importantly, how do you know how to be as you face that uncertainty?

I don’t know what the future holds, and I don’t know what actions you should be taking right now. So much of this will be about where you are in the country and what your customers, suppliers, employees and communities need from you. But I do know some of the traps that leaders can fall into when they are faced with complex and uncertain times. Here are three things you can focus on in the coming weeks.

Manage your state

Your physical state determines the world you see. When our sympathetic nervous system is activated, we go into fight or flight. Notice if this is happening to you—if your breath gets short, if your chest or throat or shoulders get tight, if any of the signs that you are “triggered” are present.

When we are in the SNS, the options we see narrow. We are less able to think holistically and more likely to react mindlessly. We are also less able to connect to other people. The more you can clear your head, the more you can move toward an optimal focus and flow, the less likely you are to make a rash mistake, or to simply freeze in the face of the challenges in front of you.

Do your best not to make any important decisions from the triggered state. Breathe deeply. Maintain your mediation or yoga or martial arts practice. Continue to exercise regularly. Minimize caffeine and alcohol. And make sure you get as much high quality sleep as you can.

Understand that we are in a complex environment

Complicated things can be figured out in advance. Complex things, like weather and viruses and people, cannot. Complex things require small experiments and the willingness to shift course, to change your mind, as you get better information. Remember that you are choosing in each moment, and that no choice you make has to be locked in. Don’t be afraid of looking foolish if changing course is what is called for.

We do not know what is going to happen next. But by being flexible and willing to experiment, we can find our way.

Know your traps

Jennifer Garvey Berger writes of five “mindtraps” that affect us all, especially as leaders.

While I recommend that you look at all of them, there are three that seem particularly appropriate right now.

1. Your desire for a simple story blinds you to a real one. There is so much information out there right now, and it is human nature to want a simple answer. “It’s no worse than a cold,” is a simple answer. “We have to shut down everything,” is another. The truth is likely more nuanced and more variable, and less clear. And the truth may also change as this situation evolves.
2. Just because it feels right doesn’t mean it is right. Your gut may be giving you signals. And you may be tempted to follow them. But gut feelings typically work in your area of expertise (see Malcolm Gladwell’s book Blink for a discussion of this), when you can see holistically and react to patterns at a subconscious level. When you are outside your area of expertise (as most of us are right now), something that looks like a gut feeling can just be a triggered reaction (see the discussion of managing your state above).
3. Being trapped in your current identity as a leader can keep you from what’s needed next. For example, if your identity is “I am decisive leader,” you may not feel you can change a decision even when the data suggest you should. Rapidly changing times may call on your to be a different kind of leader. It’s important to recognize that you might need to change before you can change your mind.

What does the future hold?

I don’t know. But I do hope that these practices and perspectives will be helpful as you navigate it.

May you be safe and focused in the next few weeks.

 

 

 

 

 

At our deepest core, each of us is a blank page.

It sounds like one of those vapid aphorisms, but you can test this for yourself.

When you look out at the world, what do you see?

I was listening to the Sam Harris “Making Sense” podcast in the car last week, to Episode 181, entitled, “The Illusory Self.” After a rather long introduction it’s a conversation with a gentleman named Richard Lang, who is a colleague of the late Douglas Harding, who years ago wrote a book entitled, “On Having No Head,” the Kindle version of which is free on Amazon.

Finding your blank page

If you are interested in a provocative and deceptively simple way to discover not who you think you are, but who you actually are, I highly recommend you listen to the podcast, read the book, or go to some of the exercises on his website, headless.org.

I’ll give you just a hint, just a taste, here. When you look out at the world, you might see the blue sky, your office computer, a coworker, a spouse.

You see your world. (And if you close your eyes, you hear your world.) You have sensations, you have feelings, and those are part of your world, too.

But that world is not you. Your thoughts are not you. Your emotions are not you. They are things that are appearing in you.

Who or what is this “you” that is looking and listening and feeling? Does it have any characteristics? Any at all? And why should we care?

After doing some of the experiments that Richard Lang suggests (and getting on a Zoom call to do them with a group),  I can’t find any characteristics at all in what is looking out of my eyes. I see things that are appearing in my consciousness. But I don’t see anything that I can ascribe to whatever they are appearing in. I’ll describe more below, but I encourage to you try this for yourself. Reading about it and experiencing it are completely different.

What I have found

When I saw this, I saw that I am not the story that I call “me.” I am the blank page on which that story appears.

Most of us have pages that are already close to full. Our pages consist of assumptions, of stories about people, about ourselves, about the world, about what we need to do or have in order to be worthy.

These assumptions, these stories, were for the most part told to us by other people. By parents and siblings and peers and teachers, by the media and society. And we believe them without really looking at them. Sometimes, if we are into self improvement, we try to change the stories with other stories we call “affirmations.”

But I’m not my affirmations, either.

When I look out of my own eyes I do not see myself as others see me.  I can’t see my head, my eyes, my ears. If believe solely what I see, rather than what I have been told, I am just open space. I am a blurry oval space of indeterminate size in which the entire world appears. “I” have no characteristics whatsoever.

I know this is true for me and I highly suspect it is true for you, too. Again, try it, by listening to the podcast or going to the website.

We appear in the third person to others. You see me and I see you as finite. I construct stories about you based on what I see and know, and those stories are infinitely smaller than you are. But I see myself in the first person. And the space of first person is just an opening for the world.

Empty. I find that most people instinctively think this is impossible. We can’t possibly be all of this. We can’t possibly hold all of this.

Who are you, really?

So if we are not infinite, if we are not what we actually see, who are we? Someone must know who we are, even if we don’t. So we look to others to tell us what we are. We give them the power to define us. Parents, friends, teachers, coworkers. We are wired to believe that if we don’t get their approval, we will be kicked out of the tribe. So we act as we think others want us to act.

We are also wired to believe that there is some amount of money or status that will make us feel whole. That wholeness is “out there,” rather than being an intrinsic part of us.

But it isn’t true. Take a look for yourself.

What will you find? And what can you do?

What stories have you believed about yourself and the world instead of looking closely at what you actually know to be true?

It may take some time for you to see some of these stories. For some of them to bubble into your consciousness once you see that you are much bigger, and much less limited, than you ever thought.

What do you see when you see the world and yourself without those stories?

And what happens, what becomes possible, when you return to your blank page?